XVIII | To Have It All
14/07/24 It's been more than two years since I left New Zealand. I have very rare phases where I get quite homesick, such as when a big birthday occurs, or when a I'm missing a good friends wedding. There was only one time over a year ago where I genuinely considered moving back. Other than the odd time here and there, I never dive in to thinking about New Zealand too much. But ever since I passed the two year mark, I can't stop thinking about all the things that I miss. I suppose two years is a fairly long time to be away from loved ones and the places that I miss. I've caught up with a few friends from NZ in the last few weeks too, I can say for certain that seeing them and reminiscing on old times has hit a spot somewhere. Even before then though, it’s been playing on my mind a lot. Is this just a phase, or is there something I need to do? The thing is, I never left New Zealand because I hated New Zealand. I left New Zealand because I hated myself. Drama queen righ...