XIX | The Right Way
For quite some time I've been knocking myself on my "indecisiveness". I am quite naturally an indecisive person. Growing up, I would fail to make decisions mostly because I didn't really care what I ended up doing. Back then though, it was more about wondering whether I'd have cereal or toast for breakfast. Nowadays, I'm always thinking about where and what I will be doing next in life, especially since I moved to the United Kingdom more than two years ago. As someone who always gets itchy feet to make big moves in life, being indecisive isn't exactly an ideal trait to possess. I had become obsessed with doing life "the right way" - whatever that means. Mortality is something I think about often. But I'm needlessly putting more pressure on myself to make life decisions because I do think about it often. It dulls my choices, makes me doubt what I'm doing often because I'm so concerned about whether I'm doing the right thing for my...